I keep wondering now, what do you think of me, that is if you think of me at all. I still can't seem to take you out of my mind. I lay down at night trying to sleep but I can't because a million thoughts are rushing through my mind about you.
Remember the sweater I gave you for your birthday? Did you ever wear it? Do you still wear it? What about the card, do you still have it? Or did you throw it away? Did you even read it?
It's been 2 months and 3 days today since the last time we spoke, since everything between us ended. I must say I'm glad it's over because now I can see that we never had a future together. You're not the person I thought you were. You don't know how to love a girl, you've spent the last six years saying that you loved me but I don't think your definition of love is the same as mine.
I want someone to really love me, to take care of me, to think of me all the time, to not forget me, to not lie to me, to be trusted, All of which you're not.
I sometimes regret the time I've spent with you, but I really don't. It has taught me to be more careful when it comes to totally trusting someone before opening up to them and giving your heart away.
To all you girls out there, don't rush into love. It will just end up burning you in the end. Wait for the right person to show up, and most importantly don't be vulnerable in front of him, trust me you will regret it.
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